Who do we pray to? What do we pray for?

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 Who do we pray to?

What do we pray for? 


the fragrance of festivities enticed my senses 

and the clandestine purpose of godliness entered my impressionable mind 

through sweetmeats and laughter

but 

when the regressive lens of my gender was unveiled

the goodness and the holiness negated each other 


discriminating a maid, molested by life 

and the quiet friend who vowed never to pray 

only because it reminded her of the bleakness of light 

when misfortune befell 


slowly the unfairness of life 

weaved its own tapestry 

and the unsweetened form of life revealed itself 


Prayers and celebration Draped a solemn form 

kindness became a prayer and loving despite everything became a celebration

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